Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Is this what ive become?
Really questioning what the hell im actually doing in Australia at the moment?
I came here to further my bodyboarding career,but all thats been going down is me missing sessions and my hands earning a few more years.
This really stings when I see other bodyboarders my age, getting everything paid for and putting in minimal effort,or putting in worthy effort but only coz thats all they have too do.
Really fighting against becoming bitter as we speak.
So much going on inside my head,all for different reasons. Hawaii was so much easier,Australia is so big.
If all goes according to plan il be hopping on a plane friday st 1am and flying 4 hours to revel in gaping lefthand barrels and then fly 4 hours back on sunday to continue funding my dream.
The part in bold is the light in my tunnel so to speak.